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Cinta & Benci..

2012-02-15T22:04:00.002+08:00

bagaimana cara membuatmu bahagia
nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
tlah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
agar kau percaya cintaku berharga
tak kuat ku menahanmu, mempertahankan cintaku
namun kau begitu saja, tak pernah merindu

reff:
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa

apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi

tlah lama ku menantimu, diam sendiri menunggu
setengah hati mencinta, ku sakit karenamu

repeat reff

woo ooo ku sakit karenamu

sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci

sungguh aku tak bisa membenci dirimu
sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci ooo
cinta dan benci ooo yang ku rasa

Been listening to this over n over again..

February the 14th..

2012-02-14T20:57:00.004+08:00

Its valentine's day..an early pink rose he gave yesterday..and also early dinner today..as early as 5pm!hehe..im blessed..oh ya,saya suka tengok bunga2an dan sweet gifts along the roadside!Love is in the air..love..love..love..it makes me to be a better me..ya..i knw..i just cant b that perfect yet..but im better than before..aahh..love..love..love..makes my life complete..worth living for..but also sumtimes..oh well..i just hate the 'sumtimes'..that negative thinking/action/emo that i might feels happened n ..im feeling down..down..down..down..down..by that time..n i tend to write/post this crap on this blog!shiettsss..sila abaikan..fikiran bercelaru..bai!

Randomm

2012-02-09T20:11:00.001+08:00

:'(

2012-01-28T07:49:00.000+08:00

its 2012!!

2012-01-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

yeaaayy..its been like ages...since my last entry ere..last time bukan main excited gik mala update..i guessits not that late for me to wish a very happry NEW YEAR 2012 to ppl out there!!2011..full of memories..great 1 of course!hoping that this year will be more greater and amazing from the previous one..AMEN!

When u pray..

2011-10-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

HINT!

2011-10-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

Love it!

2011-10-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

Something fishy..

2011-09-22T21:23:00.005+08:00

Smells like there's something fishy going on..
or hidden agenda?
hidden conversation?
behind my back..oh ya..it's BACKSTAB..
liar?liar?liar?
betray is the word?
oh well..thats life..
TRUST NO ONE,yo..:)

From the bottom of my heart..

2011-09-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

When i say, "I love u," it's not because I wan u or because I can't have u. It has nothing to do with me. I love what u are, what u do, how u try. I've seen ur kindness and ur strength. I've seen the best and the worst of u. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. .

Hidden Words..

2011-08-31T23:22:00.005+08:00

he say she say..more o less mcm hidden words..yala,sumtimes, man n woman really have different thought n perception in understanding their partner's need n meaning..example:

*WOMAN*

i)She Says : It's ok la..have fun then..
Means: No,its not ok..

ii)She says : Fine!
Means : Stop the argument & shut up!

iii)She Says : Nothing..
Means : Means sumthing..men should figure it out,or apologize siap2..

iv)She Says : Go Ahead!
Means : This is a dare, not permission. Better don’t do It!

v)She Says : Whatever!!
Means : To Hell wif it!!

vi)She Says : R u going to go out wif the boys again this wikend?
Means: You are not going out with the boys again this weekend, are you?

vii)She Says : Im absolutely fine
Means : I hate u!!

*MAN*

i)He says :(When accompany GF shopping outfit)Aaww..its nice!Look good on u..take la..
Means :Hope it satisfy her & get it QUICKLY!!Watching her belek2,kluar msuk changing room kills me!

ii)He says : Give me time to think about the r/ship. But I still love you..
Means : Im not ready/scared of commitment wif u..I'm kinda tired of u! I need sum1 who's more of a challenge! But, I will string u along and stop by once in a while to have sex with you. At least until I find someone else..

iii) He Says : Of course I love you. I'm with you right?
Means : (just to jaga hati..but actually bored of saying it over n over again).."I'm with you right" is a sign that he's getting fed up and may start looking for another woman who's more confident and doesn't require constant attention..oo..oo..:P

iv) He Says : She's just my friend. There's nothing going on between us!@__@
Means : Usually,the man has been spending more time/communicate with his friend than wif you! This is definitely cause for concern!A true friend to a man will not allow him to be with her all the time when she knows he has girlfriend/wife!Actually, a true friend will tend to stay away from the man so she doesn't cause any problems with his relationship.So, there is a very good chance the 2 of them are attracted to each other.They may be sleeping or have slept with each other!!

Conclusion:Betul ka x?oh well,different ppl,different thought..-__-
THE END!!

it's Raya!!

2011-08-29T21:16:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims & hepi Merdeka Holidays to all..weehhoo..its time to jln2,open houses,ziarah mziarahi..oh well,i just love being msian..n of coz as a sarawakian!!:)
raya last year..wif tuan rumah..Arza..:)
so,this year,tomoro,plan to visit her hse again..hehe..rumah wajib bah..this year list of invited open hse makin bertambah..yayy..

niat..

2011-08-09T21:40:00.004+08:00

niat..nak update blog..
niat..nak post bnda best2/upload pics2 in ere..
niat..nak aktifkan n meng'excited'kan lagi this blue blog..
aduusss....makin malas rasanya..oh well..janji ada niat,kn?haha..

p/s:soon..bebeh..soon..

Chelsea Msia Tour 2011..

2011-07-14T18:47:00.006+08:00

yayyy..they come again!!!but..boo..huhuhuhu..sob..sob..im not coming!!!!!salah time..bought my tix to kl early n end of july..salah time..oh well,just hope 1 day i got the chance to visit n watch real match at Stamford Bridge..(start next year,thats my only wish during my blowing b'day candle time!)
Chelsea 1st tour ever to Msia was on the 2008!im still a 'musafir' by that time..haha..so,of course wont lepaskan my chance to b there!still remember last 3 years..so over excited me to b in the stadium..bought my tix 2 or 3 weeks earlier..jersi..n other merchandise pun..can still feel the excitement nw..demm..puas i korek2 last uploaded pics..memory kad yg hancur..friendster album..haiisshhh..still cant find due to re-format my pc,memory card n friendster,,apahal so diffrent oo?baru ka?(antap never buka pun!)haaiisshhh..the only pics i manage to found..at this time..tgh q-up to enter the stadium..sgt la meriah..can c many familiar faces too..hhaaiihhh..again i mengeluh..wish i can go this year..:( oh Drogba,Lampard,Terry..n Torres..miss u much!haha

WoNderLand..

2011-06-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

jiwa kacau..

2011-06-17T18:13:00.005+08:00

stres..frust..down..feels like being neglected..hmm..sumtimes as a normal human being this situation will 'attack' us..over sensitive..emo..hhaaiihh..wish that i am heartless..never bother ppl's words,doing,feelings on me..really hate this feeling..sssiipppaaaiiii eh..bye!

bLazzin CoLLezione!!

2011-05-16T23:54:00.004+08:00

blazzin collezione!!my 1st ever trial on9 boutique..bru jak start..plan to share n sell all my fashion sense thru this boutique..from brand new to preloved..preloved?well,some i bought then never worn or just worn once or twice..very sayang to let go..but have to..to clear my crowded,getting to burst closet.n some bought,tp never worn pun..saja2 terbeli bah..hmmpphh..oh well,hope it goes well..:D hehe..so,rajin2 la 'cuci' ur mata n promote2 la bLazzin coLLezioNe ,ya..

xoxo,
becoming wannabe tauke neo(sound so satria neo,kn?LOL!),taukenio..haha

random

2011-05-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

life..

2011-04-25T20:56:00.002+08:00

living in a hypocrite world really hurts..sumtimes need to pretend to b hepi,cheerful,funny,ok..just to care of others..ppl around u..their hearts,tots and mood..doesnt mean to mengungkit,berkira,but every1 has their own limits,kn?hhmmpphh..oh well,the Hell with it..thats wat we call life!

nite!

We R The Reason

2011-04-17T21:09:00.003+08:00

its palm sunday today..me n him go church this morning..reach there a bit late..huhu..meet his staff,a.k.a colleague there..sgt la bmurah hati give us part of his palm leaves..sgt terharu c his kesungguhan,semangat went to church every week..dah la use public transport,jauh gik ya..sedangkan me?always skip la,escape la..huhu..i ask for ur forgiveness O Lord,for sumtimes miss,escape mass,n pls do bless that indon guy..amennn..:)
so,sempena palm sunday,and soon,coming Good Friday..come across this special song,from the movie "passion of Christ"..huhuhu..touching n menginsafkan..i really wanna b as Good,as patience as Jesus..:)

a fake smile can hide a million tears

2011-04-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

huhu..fake x?:P

Fading Love?

2011-03-15T06:42:00.002+08:00

Sitting silently on my bed
As tears rolled down my eyes
Just to remind the one I LOVE
At that movement I think of u,

Those lovely days
The sun was bright
And the sky was blue
U were in my arms
Promised to be mine
As everyday the sun shined
But how u forgot those lines,

As colors add beauty to painting
U were the only color of my life
Even it fades slowly away
I think about the one
Who painted my life so beautiful?
hhaaiihh...

LoVe is..

2011-02-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

welcome to the club,gorgeous!!haha

2011-02-02T23:15:00.005+08:00

yeah..i guess everyone have read,talked,or heard about it..well,biasala..my blog always lambat..due to kesibukan yg melanda..cut it short!FERNANDO TORRES move to chelsea,yo!!hehehe..isnt he look gorgeous,hot,awesome in that blue shirt?aaawwww...looks like drogba got new BFF on field..hahahaha..cun..cun..nanggg cun!!:P

p/s:torres said,"im not walking alone,aih!"hehehe

hand is in the airr..eh,salah..LOVE is in the air~~

2011-01-17T21:05:00.002+08:00

“Loving God,thank u for bringing FA into my life and bless us,guide us as our journey together,wif each other and wif u,in Your name i pray.Amen..."

ceritera cinta 2..i miss u,raincoat..huhu

2011-01-06T22:24:00.006+08:00

raincoat?the name i called him when he test his flirting skill on me..he call me his payung cinta..(hehe..tsenyum sorg2 i bila teringat ya)but me that time,xrsa apa..just called him raincoat..haha..last2,he la my raincoat that i miss all time nw..i love it when he really care,show his ksungguhan,seriousness to attract me..:)my frens,well,easy to say ppl around me say he's good for me..n he really into me..he cares for me..blablabla..better than my past la..but yeah..still,it takes time to get the feeling..sanggup me cri teman or sapa2 jak i ask to accompany me when he want to meet up,or bwa minum2 ptg,lepak2..coz,ya la..takut falling again..i always try my best to avoid being wif him..not that i dont like him..i admit,i like him..but ya la..dont want..i repeat dont want to fall again!'jerak' woo..
tp,last2..day by day,call,chat,meet up..pandai pulak i miss him if he xmsg..n lebih mgukuhkan lg my kerinduan(chewah!),when i balik kpg for my cousin weddg that nite,its only him in my mind..him,him,him..parah dh ya..hmmpphh..then i realize..damn..the love cupid strike its panahan to my heart..doh..doh..im in love wif him dh..:D hekhekhek..well,everyone surprise..c him wif me..ya la..dolok jual mahal..nw d awangan..:P yeah,i do miss n love him much nw..evry day,hour,minute,second i miss him!addicted ppl say..:D aduh..syok2 i bcerita,feel sleppy la plak..to b continue jak la,ya..sabaq na..:))

p/s:Lord,bless my raincoat tonite!amen..

" Falling in love with someone..

2011-01-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

..isn't always going to be easy... Anger... tears... laughter.. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it!”

ceritera cinta..

2011-01-03T19:36:00.004+08:00

hmm..if u all realize..my status in fb change dy..from single to b in relationship wif him..FAJ..yeah..we declare just a few weeks ago..i started to knw him errmm..a year ago kot..ya pun kejap jak..then sambung balit..kenal2..haha..then we kinda rapat day by day..he's caring..care much for me..even the feeling is not there yet by that time..well,slowly..it comes..i tried to open my heart once again,to accept new love..memandangkan he pass all the 'test'(well,need to b secure,so that banana wont fruit 2 times bh)so,i accept him..as his 'payung cinta'..:P i feel blessed when he's around me..thank God..:D so,i guess,thats the 1st chapter of my love story yg tgh agak berbunga2,mekar2..hope n really hope it will last..amen..

p/s:post a bit short..summary jak..if i rajin,will post full essay..hahaha

Hepi New Year!!

2011-01-01T20:04:00.001+08:00

its 2011!!!bunny year!yummmyyy...sluurrpp...sllurrpp..for tiger like me..haha..hope it bring lots of luck,happiness,money n love to me,family & love ones!!:)

Christmas Wish List..^-^

2010-12-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

all i want for christtmmaassss is uuu..an also...these...hahahaha
1.phone!!!(my phone mcm shilaka jak this few days..huhu..)- demand lok..mau smartphone!!haha
2.purse/wallet - my last christmas gift from kak su (MNG red gojes wallet)spoil/koyak dh..huhuhu..*muka kesian*
3.sandal/heels/or any foot wear! - coz all digigit,di musnah my new puppy!now go out use slipar,heels,sandals yg koyak2,okkk..:(
4.errr...errr...last but not least..A REAL SANTA CLAUSSS!!!!:P

so,wishing ppl who celebrate christmas out there..MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!:))
p/s:receive some gift dy..waiting for more..:P

Rock The World 10!

2010-12-16T22:57:00.005+08:00

yeah!finally!at last!im goingggg!!!impian masa muda remaja last time..dh tua bangka like this then get the chance!wwoohhhooo!!woot!woot!v.i.p pass gik ya..cant wait to watch (or meet?!)..
and..some other band..(mls mok upload pics dh!hehe)the best christmas ever for me..:)

we ignore who adore us, adore who ignore us, love who hurt us and hurt who love us..

2010-12-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

sekian terima kasih..

woot!woot!soon it will beeeeee....chrriissttmasss daayyy!!!!

2010-12-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

just back from christmas carolling (will update pics soon..kot?)haha..time flies fast..so fast..soon it will b christmas day,aih..not really well prepared yet..christmas hair?facial?shopping?presents?huhuhu..not fully done yet..dah la no cuti this year..our section cuti d bekukan..:( so,i guess this krismas kurengg skit from last happeng christmas..just hope that everything,everyone r blessed this coming festive christmas season..:)

new haircut??

2010-11-27T16:15:00.001+08:00

wat do u think?ok x?hmm..i always adore nicole richie's style!

my loneliness is killin' me..

2010-11-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

yeah..my loneliness is killing me..really..i've got to say that I've got everything i need except a man n im not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything, but I'm tired of being alone..well,tipu la if i say there's no man in my life now..there is..or mb there are?but..still,i feel lonely..i admit,sumtimes i envy married couple,or even dating couples around me..how their spouse,hubby,or bf treat them nicely,being good partner,listener to them..me?well,i've gone through things mostly alone..i handle evrythg alone sumtimes..but i guess im tired dy..of all this..tired of living in pain,loneliness n having this feeling..

p/s:miss him so much..but i guess he's too busy handling his own things..

Lord,show me the correct path to walk..amen..

Dear God..

2010-11-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

Dearest God,
I pray for divine guidance
and ask that my way be cleared for love to come into my life.
Please clear all obstacles that may be preventing love..
from coming to me and open my eyes
and my heart to all of the infinite possibilities
of who might be the highest
and best possible companion for me..
Help me to trust that just the right person will come into my life
and that he will be perfect for me and me for them.
Help me to make my way ready through physical appearance,
making my home ready
and healing any negative emotions..
that could be preventing me from manifesting the most perfect companion for me.
I release any and all negative thoughts..
emotions..
and..
previous relationships into the light..
I release this prayer into your care,o Lord..
AMEN..

jiwang mode!

2010-11-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

ini olang/lagu bikin saya melting~~~hahahha

Mr 'Keith Urban'..miss u much,aih!

2010-11-08T17:15:00.004+08:00

hhaaiih...*meltinggg~~~* adoohh..dohh...angau mode!hahaha

I think,am fallin' for u,mr!

2010-11-08T16:26:00.004+08:00

I don know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I shud
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know u better
I am tryin
Not to tell u
But I wan to
I’m scared of what u’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinkin about ya
I don know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for u
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for u
I’m fallin’ for u
As I’m standing here
And u hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just u and me
I’m trying
Not to tell u

But I want to
I’m scared of what u’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for u
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for u
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for u
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for u
I’m fallin’ for u
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want u all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for u (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you,MR!:)

AARGGHHH!!!

2010-10-28T20:58:00.003+08:00

my back hurts!!damn it!someone who is close to me..really close backstab me!she ruin everythg..my life,love life n my family!huh..that kind of person shud die n live in Hell!

My Gawai 2010..

2010-07-03T13:12:00.005+08:00

hola there!fuhh..lama suda tidak mencemarkan bahasa d sini..hehe..been busy wif gawai,World Cup,Weddings n lifes..plus,my baby nokia prob.n oso camera..so,no pics to take n upload from my own..have to wait n menagih simpati from others for pics..hehe..so,enough wif those excuse..dah mls nk update mgaku jak la,kn?hahaha..:P
Gawai this year..xse'GREAT' last years..dunno y..huhuhu..spending time wif my love during gawai pun limited..my beloved cuzzie,tata pun xbalik kpg(she balik betong)..hhaaiihh...well,went to some kpg tho..sempat go duyoh,stass,opar..but i missed singai redeem..:(
*Gawai at Kpg..*(not much pics taken)

my fren,iffi join us for the 1st time during Bidayuh,Bau Gawai celebration..
*Gawai at JKNS*ngiling tikai ceremony..me,as a dancer & penyambut tetamu..:)
selain busy wif gawai,there's much wedding ceremony oso..haaiihh..too much function duting the month of June..cuti sekolah..so,many ppl get married that time..
*constance,ros kathy's marriage*then..my skoolmate's(cherie)wedding..mini reunion la kmk org..hehe..hmm..after wedding..wats next,ya?oh ya..our school reunion..it involves ex teresian since the year of 1950's till 2010..pictures?next post!haha..coz bru i sedar..tiada kena mengena with the title above..:P

Rindu~~

2010-06-08T22:50:00.001+08:00

miss those momment..:(

Slamat Gawai Dayak!

2010-05-28T16:49:00.003+08:00

wishing everybody,all the dayaks..hepi gawai dayak!taraa..taraa..wwwoooohhhhhaaaaa~~have a blast!hehe..

nuni no more! ;'(

2010-05-16T12:34:00.002+08:00

huhuhuhu..at 6.45 am 16.05.2010 my beloved,sweet,best dog ever died..huhuhu..until now,tears cant stop falling down..regret..really regret coz din manage to bring her to vet..hope that she's fine up there..we love u damn much..there will b no other that can replace u..huhuhu..may u rest in peace..AMEN..

Chelsea FC CHAMPIONS 2009/10 yayyy!!

2010-05-13T01:31:00.004+08:00

"blue is the colour..football is the game.." my national anthem for nw..hehe..chelsea won the league..wehoo..woot!woot!hahaha..well..hmm..i know im 3 days late for the review n the victory..busy bah this few days..jd tourist guide i (my fren nysa from kedah come.will post/upload about it soon!;P)so..yeah..drogba,lampard maintain hebat..hehehe..*senyum bangga gila* klik here for more..:)Gallery | Official Site | Chelsea FC | CHAMPIONS 2009/10

perhaps?perhaps?perhaps?

2010-05-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

missing u badly..hmm..

im brunette!

2010-04-28T23:05:00.005+08:00

yeah..im brunette now..haha..this evening,after my exam,to release some stress in order to pampered myself,went to 'Hair Park Saloon' to coloured/treat my hair..after 1 year puasa,xmeng'colour'kn it..hehe..well,urmm..the result?ok la..luv it..

*BEFORE*

psst..luv the headband!from yana..hehe..

*AFTER*
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hehehe..so..wat do u think?suits me ka?hmm..

OMG!oh my gucci~~

2010-04-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

huhuhu..will update soon if tiada kmalasan n ketidaksibukan yg mlanda!ahaks;P

sudah-Nidji

2010-04-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

miss blogging

2010-04-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

really mis2 u,my dear blog yg so called dead-but-still-there..hahaha..been bz with lots of thing..plus,my lappy tgh d perbaiki..so,kinda lazy to post la..(alasan!)so,yeah..will update bout my bday soon..or if i rajin,with adam's bday gak..might b a blog-a-thon by me..hehe..well,just wait,ya..need to rest..nite2!

rindu mode

2010-03-30T19:27:00.004+08:00

aarrgghh...so jiwanngg!!;)

Picadilly 06/03/10

2010-03-07T15:15:00.008+08:00

well,uhhmm..went to pica wif sabel n anas..at 1st our plan is v.a..but end up chillin' up at pica..fuh..its been a long time since my last 'visit' there..so,yeah..we join jane n her fiance's crowd..suma bdan tough2..hehe..rugby team bah..:P so,meet some 'celebrities' there..but the crowd..well,not so 'pack' n happening like usual thursday nite..sempat we camwhore that nite..*me wif pyan*sabel n anas..

me,jane,anas n sabel..us..again!hikhik..
p/s:xsempat camwhoring wif jane n fiance n mates..batt low,bh..;)

Sampai Hati..

2010-03-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

hikhik..background song time me n him lepak2,dating2 td..lalu la terngiang2 this song inside my head..on9 pun,time facebook'ing',this song keep on playing in my mind..haiihh..bikin jiwa kacau btul..haha..miss him lots n lots each time..even we always fight,quarrel..well,sama2 keras kpala..keras hati..but stil,our love n jiwang'ness' is strong..huhu...so,this song,as what he say la..reminds him of me..i was like..hmm apa kena mgena nya?well,i do admit,the music n song mmg best..myentuh perasaan..but the lyrics..is not all true,k?tiada kena mgena antara yg idup n mati..haha..
Sayang dengarkan aku
Aku ingin bicara kepadamu
Kemana Kau hari ini
Tak Biasanya kau seperti ini

Sekarang kau mulai tak jujur padaku
Apa yang kau sembunyikan dari diriku
Dari matamu kau mulai membohongiku
Sampai teganya kau duakan aku

Sayang kurangnya apa aku
Sampai teganya kau duakan aku
Kau berjanji untuk selalu menemaniku
Dan takkan pernah meninggalkan aku

really touching,kn?huhuhu..

Sentuh Hatiku~

2010-02-26T23:02:00.001+08:00

BETAPA KUMENCINTAI
SEGALA YANG T'LAH TERJADI
TAK PERNAH SENDIRI JALANI HIDUP INI
SELALU MENYERTAI

BETAPA KUMENYADARI
DI DALAM HIDUPKU INI
KAU SLALU MEMBERI RANCANGAN TERBAIK
OLEH KARENA KASIH

REFF :
BAPA, SENTUH HATIKU
UBAH HIDUPKU MENJADI YANG BARU
BAGAI EMAS YANG MURNI
KAU MEMBENTUK BEJANA HATIKU

BAPA, AJARKU MENGERTI
SEBUAH KASIH YANG SELALU MEMBERI
BAGAI AIR MENGALIR
YANG TIADA PERNAH BERHENTI

*touching*

mini reunion..

2010-02-26T16:53:00.006+08:00

tajuk yg agak poyo..well,last week,my ex skool mate,marcella invite me to her bday party at penview inn..best!coz shirley n tutty was there..shirley stanley,my buddy since skool time..back in skool time,we were 'twin' la kononnya..haha..segala curahan hati n secrets we share together..until nw..even dah setahun xjmpa(weird,kn?she's in kchg bah!)..so,bila jmpa,lots n lots of thing to share,gossip n laugh about..
shirley n me!luv her floral dress..;P tutty n bf were there to..we eat2,chat2,laugh2 all nite long..nsib warren(tuty's bf) ada..jadi wakil our table time games session..tutty,me n shrly..

camwhored wif bday girl..
we 'culik' her for a while to penuhi our niat..hikhik..hepi belated bday,marcella..thanx for inviting us..

i miss them!

2010-02-21T23:14:00.006+08:00

my 2 lil' babies..oh well,not that 'baby' la..they grow up dy..so fast,kn?still remember,i babysit them from they were born,until i get my job(sumtimes stop la;))..from them,i got my own experience in babysitting..growing them up is so much fun..even tho i knw,sumtimes i grumble n complain..hehe..biasala,kn?nw,my aunt,kena transfer to melaka,follow my uncle there..so,for the 1st time,(2nd time for me,coz i was in Kedah last time)they are away from us..my family..my mom,especially..haaiihh..now,during weekends,no more them..sleeping over my hse..no shout2,run2,messingup my bed dh..cant believe i would miss 'that'..alyster & austin..2 noty but brilliant boys!*pics taken at melaka,time i visit them last wik*austin..muka merana,after jatuh tgga,his mouth bleeding..*haaiihh..this pic plak,sent by their mom.bru received mms..tkenangkan them..dats y la tergerak my hati to post this!haha..

Farewell..

2010-02-18T20:44:00.007+08:00

Bon Voyage to our lovely boss,Pn.Masni Kedri..Congrats for the kenaikan pangkat..wish u all the best,n we will miss u..ur laugh,ur 'words',ur jelingan n ur nagging..hahaha..ohya,that day i once again order cupcakes from eda since she n other my colleague luvs it!thanx eda for the wonderful cc..so,yeah..pics?cupcakes..

we made her a card to..special 1..hihi..look at her face..senyum sampai telinga..;P

us..camwhoring..hikhik..

well,thats all,folks..;)

Miss Him..

2010-02-18T20:25:00.003+08:00

Rindu..jobong..(bidayuh version)..miss him so damn much!uhuu~~

One Friday Nite..

2010-02-02T23:18:00.006+08:00

Few weeks ago.lets say..few fridays ago(LOLL!)go bersuka ria..Ladies nite d victoria's arm,Merdeka Palace..(nama pendek:V.A)tiba2 tergerak ati nk ke sna..uurrmm..u knw what?i guess we're growing..i mean agak tua a.k.a matured rasanya when we decide to hang out/ilek2/chill at places like that..hrrmm..u knw..with live band..with customer yg hmm..agak senior citizen..places with no wannabe's',crowd yg xsenonoh & proper place to dance & sit..so,yeah..i guess i really grow up suda!*grin*
hmmm..ke sana with him,shirley,din,genevie n other colleagues..that nite..looks like our 'crowd'/medical jak yg conquer that dance floor..we really..i mean,they..'burn' the floor..haha..'he' looks so happy n really enjoy that nite..layanan yg diberikan pula tersangat la special!hheee~~
us..
with him..ooouuuu~~:)haha..*malu mode~~*
hmm..kami satu Malaysia..

x memilih 'bulu' utk bergaul/bkumpul bsama..hikhik..mr Fin look so hmmm..'sober'?haha..well,that nite..around 3am kot,we move from there..heading to lok2 at ban hock road..sesi interview from genevie to din pulak..haha..dlm diam2 pandai pulak si gen ni berlawak erk..haha..so,really enjoy that nite..So,to 'U',shirley,din,gen n others..luv u guys..mmuuaakkss!!u ppl really brighten my night,even its gelap that time!*merapu mode!*hehe..

aaRRggghhh!!

2010-01-30T01:13:00.002+08:00

uhuhuhu..sh*t..u TOOK my heart away..AGAIN~~how could u?uhuhuhu...

GiFts!giFts!giFts!

2010-01-25T22:35:00.005+08:00

yayy..my boss,colleague just back from cameron last wik..again..this post lambat di post..yeah..i knw..nowadays,all my cerita always basi..so..back to story..at 1st,kinda upst coz xjoin the trip..huhuhu..ditinggalkan d opis jak(even we enjoy msa/saat merdeka that time!)..but then..i knw..mesti x balik dgn tgan kosong 1..hehehe..pn masni,our boss,give me earring!saya suka!others pulak..well,common souvenir..keychain..n some strawberries goodies..yg penting,i lurrvveee the tea!sodap sgt!

thanx to all..lain kali,going for vacation without me,beli2 la lagi,ya?*wink!wink!*

Hepi New Year,ppL!

2010-01-04T00:13:00.003+08:00

yeah!it's 2010!i knw..3 days late for this post!(as usual!*wink*)well,for this year,i really hope that it will bring me more happiness,luck,n prosperity..hehehe..mcm ucapan tahun baru cina pulak!(oh ya..this year is tiger's year!my year!)Celebrate my new year wif ppl i syg..quiet fun n happening..even things happen xseperti d rancang earlier..(again..bahasa rojak!damn!)will post about it soon..or mb tomoro..hehehe..adios!biggest smiles or should i say grins from both of us for the beginning of 2010!hahaha

ChristMas 2009!

2010-01-02T01:15:00.014+08:00

well..hello..ya..i knw..terlambat sudah,kn?hehe..so,post this time,its about my christmas celebration for 2009!lets start wif the gifts..*from my opis mate*kak su(the red MNG purse!),the cute white polar bear & tiny,cute chrstmas tree,from my bosses..pn Masni & pn.Norsiah..hikhikhik..next..
from my beloved bff,shirley..n din..cupcakes kit..hehe..gift from my bapak..hahaha..weight gain!azam baru:mau gomok tahun dpan!yeeaahh!!(muka
semangat)n..last but not least!from sumone special..gold neclace with pendant "s"..(not so clear from the pic)hehehe..thanx so much darling!(big grin)so hope there will b more upcoming belated christmas gift plak..hahaha..
wif kak wan;

christmas carol at allamanda neighbourhood!then,sesi visiting..as in ngabang in bhasa swak!

pics below pulak,time chrstmas celebration d kpg..this year,again,we celebrate,pray at my kpg's church..st.philip's church..syok la,coz can meet n bramah mesra with lots of frens,relatives yg terpisah or jarang2 jmpa..getting ready to church..
pics kat church pulak!sempat camwhoring..

so,thats all kot,i can share wif u readers!huhuhu..from what u can see..this year's chrstmas not so happening like past years..ujan lebat bah..plus,hmm..so very the busy for the whole month..so,yeah..about my new year?hmm..later la!malas dy..huhuhu..mok tido!so damn sleepy..nite2!

Medic Nite '09

2009-12-27T22:38:00.009+08:00

medic nite '09..happened last saturday(19th dec)..but today bru nk post..hahaha..well,kinda busy ba,with chrstmas preparation..penutupan akaun(since im in kewangan dept!)n other masalah duniawi..ya la,slalu jak lambat update this blog..huhu..well,again,i say..its better than nothing,kn?hikhik..
well,the story goes like this..that nite,or shud i say the day b4,me n din suppose to follow my deary bff,shirley to her hometown,miri..venture driving ba..but,since i baru balik merantau,holiday,rsa penat msih menebal,i cancelled the plan..huhuhu..feel so guilty towards din n shrly..sorry,guys!net time,ya..naik 'belon' sama2..i xtahan la dlm keta lamak2..huhuhu..ada bau muntah jak keta din ya kelak..hehehe..so,cut the crap!sambung wif the medic nite's story..hmm..mula2,xplan pun nk join..tp memandangkan ada insan yg prihatin,baik hati,bhati mulia,bagi free tix,i apa gik..hehe..the day b4 ya,terus jak me n zai shopping carik dress n sluar for that nite!hahaha..so semangat!so,mlm ya..me wif new dress,zai wif his new not-so-skinny-so-called-2in1-pants!which means,trousers for work n clubbing,bah!hahaha..
so,our table jd mcm attraction la..hehe..ne ndak..got anas wif her "assets",tata,laura,genevie & jane!plus me n zai!(alamak..btambah la gossip pastok!haaiihh...)but that nite,our medic nite x sehappening last year pun..even got ratu kebaya pun competiton..live band..sesi lagu2..but still,look so suram..well,that nite,we enjoyed camwhoring jak..haha..zai pun xketinggalan..

odway balik..at the entrance door a.k.a pintu gerbang..haha..sempat,kn?

hehehe..pics tggu lift pun ada..heading to picca plak..well,it's wikend la!the nite is still young gak!;P
oh ya..forgot to mention!anas won the lucky draw..hahaha..so lucky,kn?suk gila nya..haha..so,it's picca time!hehe..that nite,music kinda bored me..i mean us..huhu..but we enjoy gak la..coz bff was there!anas n gen!

us!hehe..thanx guys for that wonderful nite..hikhik..

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-23T23:54:00.005+08:00

HoHoHo..i wanna wish all of u a very merry christmas..n happy holiday,happy visiting too,to those who x celebrate chrstmas!Will b at kpg during chrstmas eve n 1st day of christmas..huhuhu..kat kpg no internet,so going to miss my cyber world klak..so,yeah..be happy n enjoy this festive season..hehehe..pics below shows how my nuni will look like in santa's outfit..hikhik..cute,kn?

"A silent night, a star above,
a blessed gift of hope and love.
A blessed Christmas to all of you!!"

Red Black at pica..

2009-12-22T21:12:00.007+08:00

hmm..this post supposed to be posted a month ago..hikhik..jd back dated la plak,kn?huhu..so,about a month ago,thursday nite,we went to picadilly..from opis mate to skoolmate joined us..kira reunion party la..

us..me,anas,vivie,jane & grace..ladies in black!and a bit red..haha..

opismate..and also skool mate..
sabel n bf!well,we really enjoy that nite!thank God..no BLACKOUT,or DROP..hahaha..clean,bah!*wink!wink*

ALOHA!!

2009-12-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

hola there..it's been like ages(well,almost la..;P)since my last post..lots n lots of things to reveal,post about..hikhik..just that feel so damn lazy la to blog anymore..even when there r ppl who luvs to judge and critics about me,my life and my blog!pppfffhhh..c'mon la..open up ur mind..think wisely or shud i say,widely?haaiihh..mls la nk emo2 tonite..biar jak la..i wont give a damn about 'them' anymore..all i knw is i din do anything wrong..even against the law pun..ur 'umpatan' means nothing to me,la..no harm!hehehhe..it's my life..i just want to enjoy my precious life as much/happy as i can..dont worry,ada 'border' juga bah!still syg n remember The Creator..amen..so,peace,world!no war!hikhik..

p/s:pics?latest update?hmm..M.A.L.A.S..hahahhaa

Christmas Mode!! ;))

2009-12-18T10:57:00.002+08:00

my fav.song ever!

Yayy..it's december!!

2009-12-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

holla there..yayy!!it's december,baby..hikhikhik..Christmas is coming soon!cant wait..wif chrstmas tree,deco,carol,gifts,n celebration yg so gilang gemilang!!hehehe..
hrmm..it's been like ages i didnt update this blog..sgt busy wif lots of thing..yeah..study,exam,party,shopping,stimboting,works,frens,etc...hehehe..plus,so malas juak..so,the next post/pics might b expired/basik dah..hehe..back dated bah..hee~~better than nothing ba,kn?*wink!wink*

k la,once again kemalasan menguasai jiwa..will have the kerajinan soon!;P

SteaMboaT again!!

2009-12-02T20:37:00.005+08:00

yeah..stimbot again..cara pemakanan yg sgt healthy..hehe..so,pics can describes evrythg,kn?hehe..as usual,mls 1 2 think..;P
so,this time,hornbill gik..hehe..cheap.nice place to berstimbot..

*acara memasak n camwhoring..hikhikhik..

ohya,thanx to mr.bakri coz sudi belanja..hehe..lain kali mkn bsar gik,k?

Lazy!

2009-11-27T22:53:00.003+08:00

aduih..now,im a passive blogger dah..huhuhu..a lot to post about..but so damn lazy to haaiihh...ya la..do all this thing..last time,mula2 bkn main semangat gik,kn?sampaikan 2 or 3 post in 1 day..haha..k la..kemalasan menghantui jiwa dah..will update pjg2,byk2 soon(dunno when!haha)..ta~~

will update soon!sabaq na..hehe

2009-11-15T22:06:00.001+08:00

Chelsea vs Man.Utd tonite!

2009-11-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

tgh semangat nih..in chelsea's big jersey dah..huhuhu..i know chelsea can do it..drogba,terry,lampard..oh ya..cech..can do it!muahahaha..(over excited tok!=P)

i Love CheLsea!!

2009-11-01T14:46:00.003+08:00

weehoo..chelsea menang gik..n will win again..n again..n again..hikhikhik!!

BusY WiF FiNaL..kononnya la..ahaks;p

2009-11-01T14:41:00.001+08:00

Hepi Bday To Din!!

2009-10-26T21:50:00.005+08:00

Happy 21st BdaY to Din..belated,actually..ehehe..din is shirley's opis mate..a.k.a becoming our bff..eheheh..kemana2 kami pergi,sentiasa ada dia..good p.a..haha..*me wif bday boy!*
celeb his bday at the junk..last minit i dtg,after balik from kpg..hmm..but,lambat2 pun,still meriah..ehehe..hope it will be the best bday ever for him..;P

nite wif bff=fun!!

in process..becoming gud girl..

2009-10-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

hikhikhik..

SuPerLazy Mode!!

2009-10-22T23:05:00.003+08:00

adduihh..wonder wat's wrong wif me la..this few days feels so damn lazy..if lazy study,working,xhal juak..tok..g club,kluar lepak2 wif frens,pun mls..even ber'texting'/sms/call pun mls..critical sgt2 dah tahap kemalasan ni..like today..so damn mls mau bersosial..if study,do revision,xpa la..but,keja doing nothing..mhadap pc,berjam2..hhaaaiihh...sori frens out there for xmelayan korg2..hukhuk..k la..mok tido lok..rest puas2..buh bye..na nite..

xoxo
me..

mR Zai wHiTe-OuT b'Day Party!!

2009-10-19T21:54:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday..once again,my beloved opis mate,Zaidi,celebrated his b'day PARTY together wif his bff,(Eida & Bob *if im not mistaken..;P)at Amoebar there..the theme is all white-out..urrmm..at 1st,wondering..y white?but,in the end,im ok wif it..my fav colour jugak bah..just that shrly so susah mok carik bju..she kan bertambah 'comel' or shud i say 'gems'?LOL!!well,apatah lg when she's in white..sepanjang hari can hear she mbebel psal finding her correct outfit for that nite!ahaha..so,that nite,with Din,Mr.Wandy,Shrly,(ICT unit semua!)and lyn,we went to amoebar..reach there around 10..spotted 1 group with white..dgn mata yg rabun(coz still dilarang using lenses*damn*!),terkial2 la i carik that bday boy..wif shrly's help,akhirnya jumpa gak..well,xlamak la sia..around 12.30,(after the bday songs & cakes)we move our ass out from there..(even time ya i tgh enjoy shake2,move2,n drop!wif shrly)coz lyn need to be back early..keja pagi..hmm..mr.Wandy n Din plak pedih mata katanya..ahaha..mok karaoke..not goyang2,shake2..ahaha..(eksen kali)..tp in the end,xpegi cne pun..went to mcD,then singgah sumwhere jap,around 2,chow..balik umah,tido!ahaha..well,as a conclusion,a 'COLD' nite for me..(mcm karangan plak..got conclusion indah!=P)

us..gambar xbyk coz not in amood to camwhore..ahaha..dunno y..so aneh..kan?

misunderstanding..

2009-10-18T23:14:00.004+08:00

it's hard to puaskan or jaga ati everyone..ntah la..sumtimes..i knw,i failed to satisfy them..but,i've tried my best ba..if my actions or attitude do hurts them,thousand apologize..never meant to forget about them..ignore them..but sumtimes things happen not according to plan or secara x sengaja..im very disappointed n frustrated when she say that i forget her..n just 'shoot' me before my explaination..sumtimes ppl do think that im as bad/jaik/evil as what they think,or from wat had happen.well,things happen with reason..i've tried to follow/help/being nice to them(family,frens,blablabla),coz only them i have,only them i love..tp,sumtimes,takut gak if my 'palak' dipijak..coz always try to satisfy them..but..haaaiihh..(bisikan syaitan always happen!huhuhu)biar la..asalkan i can see them happy n xsusah dpan my mata..wah..sound so angelic plak..but hey,truly,honestly,that is how i feel..no doubt!hhaaaiihh...

wikend PART 2

2009-10-15T22:01:00.007+08:00

hola there..again!ppprrffhh..xda word intro yg bgus gik ba!kekeringan idea..ahaha..otak blur..continued last post yg tgantung n blom abis..(ya,i admit i mmg suka do things stengah2=P)so..yeah..after mandik manda,watch the game,mkn2 at Bau,off to shrly's house(including din)to mandi manda,for the next activity..ehehe..that is..KULA-KULA KALAOKE!once again..at popwave..(tmpat selamat n for budak baik like aza n ee!ahaks!)so,mls nk review,crita byk2..as usual,pics can describe:
us..dah jadi 'kaki karaoke'plak..hikhikhik..

ehehehe..

aww..we just luv to bmanjak wif arza..(buat2 majuk..waiting for dipujuk!)thheee~~

then,pas puas melalak,sampaikan the place tutup dah,move to bunda cafe,satok there..menikmati mee kolok!then,dah abis mkn,send din home,we pun balik to shrly's house..beramai2 overnite there..rsa mcm asrama penuh jak her hse..ahahaha..hhmm..pics time tido?hrmm..yg tu,cannot show in public..kontroversi klak..ehehe..sLumber party at shrly's hse!
*pics sekadar hiasan & imaginasi sahaja!*=))
so,that's the end of my post this time..(i guess!)malas ba nk post pjg2..feel so sleepy n damn tired..so,nite2 to all..mmuuaacckkSsss!!

wikends!!

2009-10-13T22:43:00.013+08:00

hola there!it takes me about 3 days to settle down,amik mood for updating this blog..hmm..i mean this time pun post..well,last saturday,i spend my wikends wif bff!so very the hepi that day..special moments wif special ppls..so luvly u guys!hikhikhik..wuv all of u so damn much!
1st,heading to bau..my hometown,a.k.a my kampong!tujuan utama is actually to attend the futball match among medical club..watch n support our hq team main ba..hmm..tp mula2 dtg jak,terus we go wind cave..ahaha..mok mandik manda dlu..well,biasala..shrly,ee n tata ya pantang tgk air..duyung wanna be la katakan..ahaks!time mula2 sampai..emo skit!ahaha..lapa bah..pics below plak..bila duyungs jmpa air!haha..

ehehe..the best pics/pose is this pics;hahahaha..then,dah penat berendam/camwhoring,mandik manda,off to the field..cun2 sampai,hq bru mok start..fuh..luckily sempat..ahaha..meet najib there..playing for his team gak..
penyokong kuat hq..ahaha..time half time,perut suma lapa..tkenangkan panggang d pekan ya..n the burger(my bro say,the best burger in msia!)..so,after 1 goal from hq dh msuk,move our ass'es' to the pekan..
muka riang ria kmk org time mok carik mkn!
ehehe..jalan2 carik mkn..so,to all blog readers out there..if singgah to Bau,ptg2 ya,singgah la to this panggang place,ya..halal n dijamin sodap gila eh!;Pmenjamu selera d tasik biru after that..xsempat camwhore gik,coz batt camera low..so,aktiviti mlm plak,hmm..next post la,ya..tired la..feel so damn sleepy nw..so,coming soon,wikends part 2..ahahaha..(mala jak to b continue..ne gaya tok?!)

HePi 25th biRthDay to RozaiDi!!

2009-10-07T20:06:00.009+08:00

Well,today is my best buddy a.k.a my opis mate,zaidi's 25th bday!(pics curik from his fb!)hehe..celebrate it last nite wif shrly,aza,ee,din & wandy..went to popwave,we kula..kula..kalaoke..(bak kata anas)LOL!!semua tok last minit plan..hrrmm..never thot that will celebrate it last nite..ya la tek..mun tauk,sempat juak ngoder cuppy cakes for him..haiihh..so,as usual,so damn lazy to type n mbebel byk2,pjg2..let the pics do the job..hikhikhik..

sempat camwhoring..while waiting for shrly's boss,wandy to arrived!then..karaoke session..

pasya,bday boy pun session!

ehehe..so,after puas melalak that nite,lepak2 at food garden bt.3 plak..kejap jak la..xpat lamak coz working days ba..hmm..so,yeah..wanna wish the bday boy a VERY HEPI BIRTHDAY!Wish you a many many happy returns of the day. May God bless you with health, wealth and prosperity in your life,bro!peace!!

Cuaca yg panas!!

2009-10-04T22:20:00.006+08:00

kuching is so damn hot yesterday..can feel the haba all around me..huhuhu..(buka air-cond,takut terlelap xsdar dunia)so,utk mewujudkan semangat n keinginan yg memuncak for revision n some assignment,i move to my luvly cuzzie's hse,christia corrin..huhuhu..bolehla..study sikit2..my assignment pun syukur la..siap juak..(even stuck 1 question)hmmpph..next time i come over to ur hse jak la,if mok study..k cuzzie,k?hikhikhik..good feng shui kot..;P..pics below..wakakaka..berkemban di cuaca yg hangat!(actually xpandai ba me use the kain batik..tpaksa bh..xda bju my size at her hse!hahaha)
*ignore my red eye*hmm..i know..i look skinny here.well,i mmg skinny bah..so what?as long as im healthy n alive ba kan?yeah..(muka semangat n rsa kacak!LOL!!)so,that's all kot..buh-bye!nu nite world!!

cHeLsea vs. LiverpooL tonight!!

2009-10-04T21:06:00.004+08:00

Fuhh..it's been a long time since my last post about CHELSEA FC..my fav.die hard futball club..hehee~~
tonight is the nite..uhuuu~~i've got a feeling..that tonite gonna b a good nite..(blagu la plak..haha!)

Bad Day..

2009-10-02T18:52:00.006+08:00

uhuhu..all started when i woke up this morning..(stay overnite at shrly's house)mata ku sakit..pedih gila..huhuhu..then..look in the mirror..GGooSShh!!so merah menyala..getting worse..maka dah 4 days din use contact lens bah..damn..m so worried..b4 this mmg got merah2 skit..tp xla sakit n gatal..so i ignore la..then this morning sakit n pedih plak..uhukuhuk..driving pun lintang pukang awal pg td time turun opis..the sunlight kena my mata..aduuihh..pedih yg amat!so,dtg jak opis,escape assembly,terus go to staff klinik at hospital there..n guess what?mmg malang la..dgn mata yg pedih n berair,n palak yg sakit,i've waited for 3 hour plus for my turn!damn..dahla lapa..xbfast gik..penantian sesungguhnya satu penyeksaan..around 10 a.m,text aza..xtahan gik..bring her go bfast..so,we went to golden arch..craving for laksa..hmm..sodap!ahaha..then,rushing to hospital gik..hoping my turn x lepas..reach ther..aduihh..have to wait for about half an hour gik for my turn..mana x nya..only got 1 room n doc in duty..rsa bersalah plak x turun opis for the whole morning(my pc pun xsempat nk on td)..haaiihh..so bila my turn dah sampai(setelah menangis dlm ati n mengalir kan air mata)i enter the room..the doc say probably cause from contact lens!darn!!(u knw how i hate to wear glasses,kn?)so,have to avoid contact lens until it recover..aiyo..then,prescribe me with many ubat-ubatan..xda pun nk bg i sick leave..so,i mintak la..saying that i've waited for the whole morning n really cant do my work after this for it hurt so much(dgn muka kesian)..so,he sign the sick leave n pass it to me..ehehe..
so,tanpa membuang msa,i rush home..(xsanggup wait for the medicine)..mintak tlg rakan2 yg baik hati to collect it for me..(thanx to zai & aza!)i owe u 1..*wink!wink*..adeh..mata sakit la wink!wink!uhuhuhu..*mata ku yg merah 'berolah'*then,pics below..medicines yg diberik..uhuhu..sakit mata..ubat mengalahkan org demam!thanx once again to zai & aza for becoming my so called 'part-time' pharmasist!(berik description yg pjg n tepat,i hope!haha)..ada ascorbic acid,doxycycline capsules(this looks familiar),chloramphenicol eye drops,pcm(a.k.a panadol)& prolase tablets..hmmpphh..now tgh googled kan those ubatan..the effects,use n apa2 la..n try to contact dr john for some advise..huhu..

~studddyyy weekk!~

2009-10-02T17:27:00.001+08:00

(kononnya la..ahaha)..n also,'line-streamx-xcun-myakitkan-pun-week!'

beNgong Punya StreaMx!!aarrghh..stuck..stuck..hanging2 jak..aarrgghhh!!!

2009-09-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

RaYa '09 (part 2)

2009-09-27T23:01:00.013+08:00

part 2?ada plak..hehehe..mls nk edit last post ya..so,sambung here la plak..;)
RaYa ke-4..
cun2 ladies nite..no plan to go out at 1st..sabel call..padah open bottle..her bro,nick's bday..at 1st..malas nk kluar..yala..kan working days..then,last2 wen call..say on her way to my hse..huhuhu..last minit plak..so,bergegas la i put my jeans with my so-called 'bju tido'..ahaha..no make up,with slipar jepun..ahaha..so,we move to n reach panggau libau quiet late la..around 12.30 kot..fuhh..what a nite.can gather wif my beloved bff..(sabel n wen..since skool time bah!)najib is also there..not forgetting sabel's bf n her sis,sabrina...most of us drunk..huhu..but not all la..then,heading to mr.k's place..mok continue la katakan..but,xjadi..coz i think i cant walk pun..n starts to vomit..damn!im drunk..uhuhu..but not so drunk la..sober kot..ahaha..
my bFF..sabel n wen(hot mama!)

bday boy..errmm..man..;P...
well,that's what happen on my 4th day raya..nite activity la..time visiting..xsempat camwhoring..ahaha..behave ba kat umah org..;P
raya ke-6 plak..hmm..with tata..n bro..only this pics sempat..phone low batt..n the rest of the day..is..HISTORY!!ahahaaha..
well,there might be part 3 kot..raya kan sebulan..hehe..ramah tamah aidilfitri gik..
hmmpphh..k,la..need to sleep..sok keja..tttaaa~~

xoxo,
bLair!

RaYa '09!

2009-09-27T15:04:00.011+08:00

weLL..during this year's cuti raya..byk activities going on..from good to bad..from cool to crazy..but yg penting,it was fun n happening time/holiday/raya celebration for me..;)
starts wif mlm raya..saturday nite kot,on the 19th..suppose to have a nite out with shrly..bday nya bah..but,end up,partying wif sabel n sis,and also najib plak..hmm..sumthing happen that nite..(malas la mok crita;P)

sabel karaoke'ing'..

then,next day,visiting time plak..went to many houses..fren,colleague,boss..tp x byk gmbar pun nk post..busy makan2 n beramah mesra bh..no time camwhoring..so,grab some pics from aza's camera..hehe..
at aza's house..luvs her sayur campur n ayam goreng..;P

n this..time kat umah en.fizalyhan..(shrly's boss)

wif bff..

that's all i guess..feel so sleepy la pulak..hhaaaiihh..
to be continued..in raya '09 part 2..ahaha..

p/s:time to rest/sleep..tido ptg la..;P

raYa moDe!!

2009-09-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

ehehehe..will update soon..;P

On ShiRley's BdaY..

2009-09-21T20:11:00.005+08:00

Special delivery for her..hmm..cupcakes specially made for her..thanx to eda for her luvly n creative cupcakes..cantik,kn?hehehe..hope she likes it..
we berjaya 'curik' 2 cupcakes..hee~~
hmm..that's all folks..that nite,plan to ber'happy hour' with her..but end up,partying wif sabel n sis plak..n not forgetting najib..hhrrmm..pics?will post it soon..stay tune!!eheh!!;P

Happy Birthday to ShiRley Lipang!!!

2009-09-19T09:20:00.002+08:00

HaPPy 2*th Bday,ShiRL!!!

giRls niTe out..

2009-09-18T21:11:00.009+08:00

Last nite..is ladies nite..well,as usual,we continue our 'ritual',that is every thursday to piccadilly..but this time,jean x join us..me n anas join genevie(my colleague),grace & jane(anas's fren)..genevie so rajin..drive all the way to matang,picking me up..hee~~crowd is great last nite..we dance till we 'drop'..aanas show her best talent..burning the dance floor,dancing like 'donkey'..LOLL!!n surprisingly,she drink only sprite..yeah..SPRITE jak bah..(suda insaf kwn ku ini)can make her dance like 'WWhhOOAAaa..(mulut ternganga)!hakhakhak..anas shake..shake..move..move..
us..me,anas n genevie..

us..again..well,last nite,time picca dah nk close,tiba2 last song,lagu raya la plak..ahahaa..so,we bjoget2 n bsalaman seolah mcm feeling2 raya la kononnya..so,tanpa mlengah msa,sambil myelam minum air(hmm..macam2)i would like to wish all my muslim fren,a very SLAMAT ARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..muuaahhkkkss!!

p/s:so damn lazy to think..huhuhu..so,better post jak pics utk tatapan semua..*cheerss~~

Love Ur Enemy As U Love Urself?

2009-09-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

"There is a saying, 'Love your friends and hate your enemies.' But I say: Love your enemies! Pray for those who persecute you! In that way you will be acting as true sons of your Father in heaven. For he gives his sunlight to both the evil and the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust too. If you love only those who love you, what good is that? Even scoundrels do that much. If you are friendly only to your friends, how are you different from anyone else? Even the heathen do that. But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect. (TLB, Matthew 5:43-48) hmm..that phrase..sounds impossible n crazy,kn?huhuhu..i've tried so hard to love my enemy..not to bermusuh with anyone..but..sometimes i failed..uhuhu..but,no worries..i'll try n hope to b a good christian..:D
"You have heard that it was said, 'An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.' "But I say to you, do not resist him who is evil; but whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn to him the other also. (NAS, Matthew 5:38-39)
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"For if you forgive men for their transgressions, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. "But if you do not forgive men, then your Father will not forgive your transgressions. (NAS, Matthew 6:14-15)
hmm..i'll also try to forgive n forget the past..that b*tch..(ooppss..)..n all those watak jahat in my life..hehehe..may God bless them..

Nuni & Papi!

2009-09-13T21:27:00.008+08:00

yaayyy..once again,i bersorak..ehehe..i got 2 new darlings..named nuni n papi!cinta baruku..owh..d u knw that i LUURRVVEEE puppies so damn much..(no wonder la i hate cats!ahah..)actually,dh lama i simpan my cita2 to keep puppies..but,still tggu approval from bpk jak..then,last2 it's him plak yg brought those two back!ehehe..PRESENTING...

brownish brown is PAPI..white brown ala2 hush puppies plak,named nuni..cute gla,kn?;) thanx pak,for those two!!saya suka!!hheee~~~

yyaaYYy!!!

2009-09-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

wehooo..i merrdekaa dy..(sort of lar;))assignments all submit dah..after bersusah payah stay up late nite,akhirnnyyaaa...abis juak akhirnya..huhuhu..miss blogging..facebooking..chatting..uhuhuhu..n paarrtyyiingg!!aahaha..;P tggu mok test n final jak..hmmpphh..but of course,raya sakan la 1st..there's a lot of ppl's house to visit this year..ehehe..mgamalkan 1 Malaysia..my muslim frens makin bertambah..hee~~
so,lots of things to blog about..n pics to upload..many things going on during my 'silent'period..i mean dalam tempoh assigmnt mode ya..hmmm..later la if i rajin,i'll post n pics something..nw kinda lazy to think..hmm..k,la..chow!ttaa~~

p/s:saya rindukan tidur yang sempurna..uhuhu..

HappY B'Day To ChesNeY!!!

2009-09-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

09.09.2009-ChesneY BrooKe,my beloved's bro pun bday today!!celebrating it nw..sempat ber'blog'..hehe..will upload pics soon..hhuhuh..TTTAAA~~~

assignment mode!!uhuu~~

2009-09-07T20:18:00.003+08:00

ppppFFFhhhh!!!

Amazing grace..

2009-09-06T22:39:00.002+08:00

Touching song..really touching whenever i heard this..uhuhu..went to church just now,sing this song with all heart out..

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

*bLaZziN^bLaiR*